Ebenezer

...Scrooge that is. I'm feeling just like him. I think I might need my own personal A Christmas Carol. The holidays so far have been sad. I'm just feeling all the excitement this year. I even debated taking down all the Christmas Decorations because my Mom is not here to enjoy it with me. I've decided to leave them all up for the kids. I've abandoned one of our family traditions this year, just because I'm not feeling it this year. The kids are so excited! It's the first year that both of them totally and completely understand what Santa is and how he works, so you'd think I'd be more excited but I'm just not. Hopefully I can snap out of this soon for the kids sake.